eyelit

half the time
wandering in the dark
think i'm lost
confused
i come and go
and usually come back
eventually
always wondering
how far i'll go
what's left
and how i'll be
sometimes i fear
the darkness
consumes me
please tell me
that you can still see
some light
in my eyes
i think i'll be alright
as long as the light
doesn't die

here again

here
i am
again.
somewhere
lost
again.
lost
in these
colors
feelings
thoughts.
blessings and curses
collide and swirl.
losing up
falling down
wandering
searching
wondering
which path took me here?
was i on it all along?
will two ever mesh
or is it forever
a parallel
universe